Tuesday, March 29, 2011

15 facts about moi

1. i have the brain of a boy. i think about sex and/or food every 2 seconds.

2. i love other cultures other then my own, all of them almost equally. even the ones most people find threatening. they are so fascinating to me. but it's not because i dislike my own culture, on the contrary, i love it.

3. i'm judgmental, but so are you.

4. i dislike people who complain a lot, especially when they do nothing to change the situation that they complain so much about.

5. i also dislike when i'm telling someone about something bad thats happened to me, and they say 'oh thats nothing, wait til you hear about what happened to me..' bitch i'm trying to vent.

6. i thrive off trying and experiencing new things. stagnant people drive me nuts.

7. i'm an atheist, and a proud one, but religions also fascinate me. not because i feel like i'm missing something (like so many people have suggested to me) but because they say so much about the societies from which they arise.

8. these things that fascinate me do so ultimately do so because i find people fascinating. as much as i try to fight it sometimes, deep down i'm a people person. and i'm very interested in everyone. i will notice things about you that you might not even notice.

9. the one thing i hate though regarding religions, is when you're somewhere beautiful, like a mountain range or somewhere with a great view of the ocean, and someone says 'how can you NOT believe in (insert god) when you see things like this?'
quite frankly, i think the world is a more beautiful place when i know it wasn't created. that all of it fell into place, made out of the stardust of the universe. i think that's even more beautiful. i like to give the credit to mother earth. so many people are so busy giving the credit to god that they forget about her, but really, she's our real creator.

10. i love all kinds of animals. i love cooking. i love big open spaces. i like the city, but i can't be there too long. i think cities encourage materialism and make people forget who they really are, and the things that really matter.

11. sorry if i'm sounding like a crazy hippie, i kind of am sometimes.

12. i love movies. i've seen so many. i want nothing more then to make them.

13. A New Earth by Eckhart Tolle is the closest thing I have to a bible.

14. i love my boyfriend. he's the best boyfriend in the world. if you think yours is, you're just kind of wrong. i've never simultaneously been so in love/had such a good friend. it's the best feeling in the world and now i finally understand all the cheesey love songs. (oh hilary stfu how fucking cliche (: )

15. i've been thinking about making a toasted nutella and jelly sandwich so now i'm gonna go do it.

Monday, March 14, 2011

i am not jasmine i am aladdin.

have you ever thought about people and realized, there's something you just absolutely hate about every single person you know?
whether it be an annoying habit or they way they get when they're drunk or they way they think about certain issues. or what they like and don't like, what they think matters and doesn't matter. they way they talk when they argue or they way they act different around boys or how they always smoke in your car without asking you.

i dunno.

and it's weird because all of that kind of stuff you can't openly hate really, until it actually creates a problem and you eventually fight or argue about it. and it's not like that will do any good anyway, people don't ever seem to changes things like that. you'll just argue and argue until you get tired of it but the only difference is now they know it bothers you so they're defensive about it.

on another note.
time has flown this semester, i need to step my game up school wise.
i've been spending all my time with a certain someone and its been kind of messing with it.
buuuutttt
i am so happy. (:
i've never been in a relationship like this ever, i didn't even know one so good could exist. it's all the things i never knew i wanted.
my recent little health ordeal is pretty much over praise jeebus, and i feel a whole lot better.

idk thats about the extent of my update kids. i'll try not to forget about this thing again. (: