redbull and vodka

so i stole jessi's 20 day challenge thing, buuuut i'm gonna do it all right now. because i'm bored and procrastinating and i wouldn't remember to do it everyday for 20 days anyway. ;)

1. If you could wish for anything that would come true right now, what would it be?
my answer to any type of wish question since i was 10 has always been 'a wishing machine that would give me unlimited wishes.' so i'm sticking with that.

2. What’s your favorite season, and why?
fall and spring. for most people they're transition seasons, but i like that perfect in-between extremes kind of weather.

3. What is true love?
true love for me is finding your best friend, someone you can do anything with and say anything to, who you just innately trust with all of yourself. someone who thinks the sun shines out your ass and who loves the parts of you that you hate and who makes you feel at peace and at home, no matter where you are. at least thats what it is for me. you know.

4. What is the best and worst jobs you have ever had?
best job was definitely lifeguarding, because i basically got paid to sit around and tan. haven't really had a worst job yet, i dislike all work equally.

5. What is your phobia/fear?
not being good enough.

6. Have you ever had your heart broken? Have you ever broken a heart?
eh, yes and yes.

7. What is something you’re addicted to?
facebook and pizza bites.

8. What do you like the most about yourself?
i like that i can find humor in everything and that i don't take anything too seriously. it helps me not linger on shit i think a lot of people get hung up on.

9. Are you a lover or a fighter?
both. i don't really get why they have to be separated haha. when it comes to it, i'm not afraid to do either.

10. What would you say your biggest fear is when it comes to relationships?
getting bored, getting hurt, not being enough for someone. same shit as everyone.

11. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change and why?
i wish i wasn't so critical of myself.
12. What are features you get complimented on a lot?
physical, eyes probably the most.

13. What is your favorite sport?
soccer. but i'm really not a big sports person.

14. Write a letter to someone important in your life.
eh i don't want to write a whole big thing but, if i did it would be to my little brother. i'd let him know how proud i am of the kind of person he's turned out to be, which is a sweet hilarious and down to earth kind of guy, and that he'll always be my first best friend. i'd say thanks for not being such a typical teenage boy, and to remember his roots whatever he does.
i love you, Ern, don't ever change.

15. Whom do you admire the most?
i admire a lot of people, i couldn't pick just one.

16. What are 10 goals in your life?
1. do exactly what i want to do and not worry about how unconventional it is.
2. have kids.
3. hike in the andes or chichen itza or any of the places i want to go with them either strapped on my back, or walking right along side me.
4. be conscious and present, ever day.
5. find some actual productive way to consistently help people.
6. quit comparing myself to other people.
7. make movies.
8. find someone to do all of it with.

thats about it.

17. What gives you sincere happiness?
simple things, and outdoors

18. What are the 10 most significant memories in your life?
couldn't pick 10 if i tried.

19. When were the happiest days in your life?
right now.

20. If you died tomorrow, what’s one thing you’d regret not doing?
nothing.

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