ehhh

i want to go somewhere with no people or anything and just stay there for about a day. or month.

thats a good feeling to have right around the time when all my second aunt's and cousins twice removed from arizona come around, right?

blaaaaaaah.

oh man.

As I am generally around pretty mentally stable people these days, I almost completely forgot about the crazies out there that made me begin my crusade against religion and insanity in the first place.

Here's some nice reminders that reminded me why this delusion needs to be eradicated.

P.S. Dear June Hunt,

You're not smarter than me, for the simple fact that you are 50 something and believe in flying wizards in the sky, and I, at 19, do not. The people you claim to have converted from atheism are just like the people that claim they were 'turned' from homosexuality. They are brainwashed, they are scared, and they probably had a bit of crazy in them to begin with, or else they wouldn't eat up you're circle diagram bullshit.

it's too late to apologize

i'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you.

i need you like a heart needs a beat, but that's nothing new.

oh no.

oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no. oh no.

k so

you know how we've been told like, since 4th grade to 'respect' our bodies, basically either by not having sex, or having very very little.

but ok, i've never really understood that. because..

respect is loving, caring and doing what's best for someone or something, right? basically.

..our bodies like sex. pretty much any scientific study shows that healthy sex does wonders for us. orgasms are good for our brains and blood circulation, sperm is good for our teeth, sex in general burns calories, keeps us flexible, gives those of us that can't get to the gym a nice little workout, ya kno?

so, wouldn't respecting my body be having a lot of really awesome sex? giving it a good workout? and the simple fact that you know you're going to be naked around people makes you wanna keep it looking good too, right?

idk. i don't mean to sound like a slut, i'm just saying. sex gets a bad rap from like, the second we're born. it's not this big monster we've always been told it was. as long as it's consensual and safe, it's one of the most basic and human things in the world.

but, 14 year olds in lincoln, i'm not saying screw like rabbits without condoms to further populate the degenerate generation of sad lonely children you've already began.

not that you don't do that already.

ooookkk done rambling now. i'm just not sleepy and bored, you know how it goes.

after the storm

"And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears. 

And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears. 

Get over your hill and see what you find there, With grace in your 

heart and flowers in your hair."

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